



8:46 PM
omg!! so bored of life!!! like seriously... ahhhh....
i dunno what else to do already.... ok.. im typing this... after drinking... which isnt very good.. but at the rate im drinking... i havent had a sober night... in a long long time... i just finished half a bottle of chivas.... ALONE.... in 2 nights... i dunno whats wrong with me man... seriously... someone please give me back my life... arrggghhh!!! :(
so many things have been going on the past week.. like seriously... i thought spending NYE alone this year... would be a good idea... as i could stay away from all the drama i always create.... but... even when im alone... something still happen... becuz *** found out about me... and my new love.... and he was like... upset the whole nite during his NYE celebration at a club... and he kept calling me... asking me why.... and wads going on....
argghhh!!!! until today.. he is still.... aaahhhhhh... im so paranoid over the whole "relationship" thing... seriosuly... someone... just give me a break ok... im really very tired.... of this whole crap!!! :(
=is it true.... that..... you will never be able to marry and spend the rest of your life with the one you really love?=
IS IT TRUE??!!! ARGGHHHH!!!
-back to drinking- =(
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